Important things I’ve learned in the last 6 months.
- Always say yes to seeing friends
- Eat breakfast every day
- Recognize that positive change rarely happens overnight
- Accept the fuck-ups, but try not to let them happen again
- There is a song to remedy every situation on the planet
- Appreciate the people in your life
- Look for the good in everything
- Try new things and try them often
- Treat yourself as well as you treat others
I’m sitting here naked and it’s hot. I know a lot of you didn’t want to know that, but you do now. Accept it.
I just got out of the shower and I feel okay, but also sort of disappointed. I was suppose to be in some hotel shower right now, but I’m not. The storms raging and taking over the east coast fucked up my life yesterday and now I have to wait until 10 PM tomorrow to leave SLC. That’s pretty dumb.
It’s still really hot.
I feel like a lot of people that know me personally think I’m the laziest person alive because I never leave my bed or computer. I’ve been thinking about that a lot lately and I feel badly about it, but I’m here for a reason. It’s the only place I can really see Zakari and that’s where I’d like to be.
I don’t know.
This post isn’t really going to go anywhere. I miss my husband and my friends. I want a lot more than I can have right now. Time is such a hard concept to grasp.
Unbeatable and unbearable are one letter apart.
When I first met you, you started existing in the palm of my hand. I’ll never let you die.
I want to press against the space between us until it disappears.
I don’t want anybody else to have you.
I don’t want to be that person, but I am.
I am that person.
I pushed you into the oblivion of empty space, into the nothingness.
And I left you there, hanging within the abyss of my empty head.